spatial dislocation

Day 6 and the deafening silence is certainly getting to me. I've tried to keep myself occupied, but I feel like there's something substantially missing. It's like a part of my soul has been forcibly taken away from me without me even knowing it.

Current symptoms exhibited include me being unusually reserved, zoned/spaced out when someone calls my attention.

All the uncertainty seems to be getting to me.

But all these feelings are gently pushed away by the images of his smiles in my head.